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This is America

America, I just checked my followers list, and you motherfuckers owe me.

— Young Thug


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I intended to write this last Sunday just 12 hours after Childish Gambino’s This is America entered the public consciousness as song and video. I’d watched the visuals several times by that point. I’d seen the SNL performance. I’d listened to the music alone on Spotify. I’d read the many Twitter reactions and overreactions.

But I didn’t have the words. A week later, I’m not sure I have them now either but if you feel the urge to write, there’s no reason to put it off.

This week, I’m grateful for art and artists that defy definition. This is America is dense and complex and complicated. It’s bold and obtuse. My brain hasn’t entirely been able to wrap around it and hold it with any certainty. Donald Glover has chosen not to explain it’s intentions or meaning. I appreciate that.

It is somewhat tricky, I imagine, to create art in 2018 that can survive the hot take unblemished. On David Letterman’s Netflix show, Tina Fey discusses the impact of the social media reaction to her SNL Weekend Update bit from last August. She’s not even on Twitter, and the hot takes bruised her bit—a segment that I still think is pretty good—and her perception of it.

This is America, though, remains a thing to be unpacked and considered and reconsidered. Even as the remixes and memes began yesterday, I found it undiminished. What I most appreciate about Glover’s recent works—with this song, with Atlanta, hell, even his acceptance speeches at awards ceremonies—is that he isn’t overly precious with Black American popular culture. For him, it is a thing that exists and to be treated the same as any other aspect of the American experience. He respects it on it’s face. He does not feel the need to explain or defend it. He recognizes that it is a thing to be played with, challenged, deconstructed and reconstructed.

Blackness can handle it. The people it represents can handle it. In fact, we’re better for it when we neither apologize nor overly celebrate what we make and who we are. He centers blackness. Full stop.

We use terms like unapologetically black or, in the past, unforgivable blackness. For my money, what feels different about Glover’s current output (and Beyonce’s Coachella performance and, perhaps, Janelle Monae’s Dirty Computer) is that they remove those signifiers. There are no demands of their presentations of blackness other than to be.

This is America, man.

This is us.

We are America.

And I’m grateful.

To 2017

“Beyond your darkness, I’m your light.”Beyoncé, All Night

I’m still here, motherfucker.

I still love. I still laugh. I will fight.

I’m in the gym getting this body right for the resistance.

I’m giving up beef for environmental reasons. I’m taking my doctor’s advice and gonna try to lose these thirty pounds.

I’m in the ear of my representatives. I’m working politically and practically. At home and in states that need it more than my golden one. My money is going to organizations doing the best work for the least protected of us.

What I’m saying, New Year, is you’re going to try to test me, test us. Please know that I’m ready.

Tomorrow isn’t promised. Progress is precarious. The world is worrisome.

But there is joy, beauty, hope, and possibility around every corner.

And, I’m still here. 

Falling in Love with an Americanah

“Now I’m falling in love all over and over again.” Onyeka Onwenu, Falling in Love


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I’m listening to Onyeka Onwenu’s Legend Reloaded right now. She’s a popular Nigerian singer and actress (and much more) who gets name-checked in Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie’s Americanah. I’d never heard of her before which is probably a sign of my American-ness. Characters in the book—as well as real people discussing Beyoncė’s Grown Woman track—roll their eyes at the rest of the world’s seeming inability to get beyond Fela Kuti and 70s era Nigerian funk and soul and see the progression and complexity of modern popular culture in the country.

Beyond the relationship between the two main characters, Ifemelu and Obinze, which is a compelling one, what I was most appreciative of is this constant reminder of how ignorant I am of Africa and it’s many varied peoples and countries. I’m humbled by this. While reading, I felt far less cosmopolitan than many of these fictional folks.

If you’ve read any recent best of book lists, you know this is one of the most beloved novels of 2013. So I’m not going to review it. It’s very enjoyable. I could spend a whole ‘nother novel with the character of Dike who, if this was a movie, steals the show every time he appears.

I will note that this is the first physical novel I’ve read in a good long while. Most of my physical books these days are graphic novels. I retained more—at least of the emotional impact—reading this way. That tactile connection is powerful. I did miss being able to quickly highlight sections of the book and be able to go back and review them online. My scribbled down notes aren’t cutting it and so you’ll find no quotes on my tumblr or referenced here because I’m not sure of their accuracy.

This was my first Adichie book. 

It won’t be my last.

Drunk on Beyoncé

“I get filthy when that liquor gets into me.”Beyoncé, Drunk in Love (feat. Jay Z)

I’ve talked about little else other than this album since it released Thursday night. Beyoncé’s self-titled visual experience is worthy of all the acclaim and as people, like myself, have spent an inordinate amount of time listening to it over the last few days, the critical discussions have been interesting dealing with a wide variety of topics far more lofty than simply what is good music, what makes a pop star, and is non-marketing the new marketing.

In the case of the first single, Drunk in Love, I got caught up in a facebook conversation  (of which I’m not going to quote others directly because it’s not a public thread) with Oliver Wang and some other knowledgeable music folks over Jay Z’s below average guest verse on the track. Specifically, the lines

Catch a charge, I might, beat the box up like Mike/Baby know I don’t play…I’m Ike Turner…now eat the cake Anna Mae.

— Jay Z

Mia McKenzie of Black Girl Dangerous argues that this is a glorification of violence against women and pretty much indefensible. This seemed to be the take of those in our FB conversation as well. 

I have a more forgiving take. Here’s what I said in the thread

I’m not here to defend the rhyme because it is pretty weak sauce but I think I get the POV. There’s a lot of drunken sexual aggression in the song as a whole and jay z’s rhyme furthers that reckless abandon. They are f’n up the fine art. He’s too aroused to remove her clothing. He’s “beating the box up like mike”. In the context of their relationship and this moment, he’s “in charge” and maybe because the power dynamics of their relationship are well understood and agreed upon by both parties, this metaphor, while lunk headed is part of their sexual role play. My less kind take is that on an album filled with moments of Beyoncé’s power and dominance, that’s his moment to express his own power in an ugly, mysoginistic way. I’d like to think its the former.

— me

The retort from others is that there are lines that are hard to defend once crossed like Lil’ Wayne’s usage of Emmitt Till earlier in the year. I was going to respond in the thread but felt like this was now blog worthy, so, here I will say I struggle less with this particular Ike Turner reference than I do with Lil’ Wayne’s invocation of Emmitt Till or Rick Ross’s date rape line or Robin Thicke’s questionable wordplay earlier this year because of Beyoncé’s agency in the creation of this song, her music as a whole, in how she presents herself, and in her relationship with her husband. Perhaps without that context, I would find it more offensive but the imagery associated and the lyrical content of the song and the album as a whole diffuses it a bit for me. 

Not just a bit. A lot. As me and Samhita Mukhopadhyay discussed later on twitter

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I respect the idea, particularly in a week when we are revisiting the awful-ness that are R.Kelly’s aggressions against women, that we shouldn’t make light of domestic abuse and referring to myself as Ike Turner or threatening to “beat the box up” aren’t really part of my own bedroom playbook (but I’m terrible at dirty talk so what do I know. Also, I’ve said too much) but I’ve found it difficult to look at any parts of this album through anything other than Beyoncé’s POV. Even in this video, as her husband raps, it is she who stares into the camera. I read this as the night talk of two people expressing how they are drunk on each other. A love and lust so deep that statements and actions clearly inappropriate in mixed company are okay here. Desired even. In a relationship of equals you can get as nasty as you wanna be. Because the respect is a given.

Jay Z and Beyonce are not only partners—they’re artists. They both seem to respect each other’s creative freedom and expression. I have to imagine that they’ve both done or said things in their music that the other doesn’t love, but if this is your spouse, the person you face the world with, aren’t you supposed to let them be an individual? Jay Z clearly supports Beyonce being her own woman and likewise, Beyonce respects her man. That’s not a ho conceding to her pimp. That’s adult understanding and compromise.

-Kara Brown for Vice

#WorthWatching: Making Jesus Sexy

First thing you should know is that if you only watch one clip in this video, watch The Choir episode 1 from 55 seconds in until about 2:40. Trust me.

There’s a lot of weird and awesome and sublime in these 7 clips. Most weird is Ace Discovery which I’m not even sure I can explain or defend. Most awesome is probably Beyonce’s clip with appearances by Les Twins, Kid President, and some of her youngest and most delighted fans.  

I noted on twitter that I don’t watch RuPaul’s Drag Race (mostly because it doesn’t come in HD on our TV yet) but I am subscribed to RuPaul Drives… Check the premiere episode featuring Henry Rollins and a conversation about looking for love and you’ll see why. 

Oh, and we close out the playlist with three songs. Two are comedy tracks and one is from The Foreign Exchange’s upcoming album

And all three are weird and awesome and sublime. 

 

Human Behaviour

“Sit back, y’all, and just relax, y’all.”The Roots, Essaywhuman?!

As I walked through the parking lot of the mall where my gym is located yesterday, a woman drove slowly down a lane, stopped a few feet from the red lights of a car parked in a space and tapped her horn.

“Are you leaving,” she asked. Her voice wasn’t very loud. I could only sort of make out what she said and the driver of the parked car didn’t hear her at all. After a few moments, she honked again.

The parked car driver said, “Are you honking at me?” It was intense and accusatory.

Now the honker was on edge and had found her voice. “Are you leaving,” she asked again. Loud enough that everyone heard.

“I am,” said the woman parked in the space. She paused and then said, “In a minute.”

“What the fuck are you doing,” said the honking woman as she leaned further out of her car.

I kept walking.

Kid President asked Beyoncé what she thought the world needed more of on World Humanitarian Day (that’s the theme, this year, by the way). If he asked me, I’d say patience with each other.

On a recent episode of Iyanla, Fix My Life, she tells a long-married couple that seems headed towards divorce to think higher of each other. That has been in my head a lot since I heard it. I might clown on Iyanla and her metaphors and wacky exercises and how she never lets her giant purse get more than a few inches away from her but, sometimes, she says something meaningful.

I would ask people to think the best of each other first and wait to be proven wrong. Believe that we are all trying to do our best. Believe that everyone you meet could be having a harder day than you are. Believe that we all carry a burden. And enter every interaction with kindness.

That’s human to me.

And, since I mentioned this Flyte Time produced jam on twitter the other day, here’s a bonus video: